Talking About Responsibility ? Hurmmm Its So scary !

Assalamualaikum...

Talking about responsibility , sebenarnya ia bukan mudah , sangat2 berat for me as a girl , for men ? i dont know ~ 

aku tak tahu kenapa aku takut dengan perkataan 'marriage' walaupun hati ni nak jugak kahwin bila time fius gatal tu datang..its so so so so scary for me! it freaks me out !  maybe because i need to be prepared mentally and physically for the responsibility , which ain't all breeze ! its so Scary with a big capital S..!its not some kind of game yang kita boleh main aci tak aci , it's all about building a family a future .. 

hurmm but responsibilty is always really heavy to bear ! if im your wife ~ i want to be a devoted wife , a good mother , beloved by my in-laws and a lady who manages her family well .. which is not easy ! tapi kalau nak ikutkan memang banyak tanggungjawab dan rasa2nya lelaki yang lagi banyak tanggungjawab ni kan , kalau nak ikutkan sedia or tak sampai bila2 pun rasanya takkan sedia sehingga kita sendiri yang masuk dalam dunia itu !

hati berbicara :

apa-apa pun semoga kita semua dapat pikul tanggungjawab yang diamanahkan olehNYA sebaik mungkin kerana tanggungjawab juga boleh mengheret kita ke dalam neraka .. lebih2 lagi kaum adam bila masuk dalam alam rumahtangga 

''it is not mere relationship between a man and lady ,it's actually the time when the man take over the responsibility about someone's daughter , to love ,cherish,guide and protect her ~ fulfill all her needs !''
3 ceritera dalam sebuah pelangi ~